|nature at it's purest|
Panic AttackHer chest moves in, out, and starts constricting.Panic Attack by WickedPotter84
She's been here before, not able to breathe.
Someone set her off, had to say something.
Inhale, exhale, hyperventilate, seethe.
Everyone outside laughs, everyone outside jeers.
Mentally falling, the crash isn't heard.
She clutches her sides, not wiping 'way tears.
She looks at her phone, all help is deterred.
Someone texting her phone won't let her be.
She's resisting help, but the person calls.
She picks up, wants to scream, but hears "Hey, it's me."
Once she hears the voice, her will to fight falls.
Suddenly all resistance melts away.
The voice comforts her and repeats, "I'll stay."
Current Residence: Earth
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
Favourite genre of music: Disney music and anything that has to do with the Beatles
Favourite photographer: Cindy Sherman
Skin of choice: does it really matter?
Favourite cartoon character: Belle from Beauty and the Beast
Personal Quote: "DONT MAKE ME EAT ANTARCTICA!"~KATE
PrideWant to take my pride?bookaddict7342 <<username
Fought me at the closet door
Not going back in
My Reflection I've seen you before, as I'm sure you've seen me. I know who you are. You're the girl contemplating suicide. The one who gets called a dyke every day. You're insecure and your self-esteem doesn't exist. As much as you try to fit in people still hate you and you long for acceptance. You are terrified of losing everybody you love. You keep secrets. Nobody knows the price you pay to stay so thin. Nobody knows the cost of your love. You should be happy, but nobody knows that you go home in tears every day. Nobody knows that you always cry yourself to sleep. And for the short time that you're able to stay asleep, the nightmares haunt your dreams. You're scared. Life gets harder as the depression worsens. When I look at you I can see it in your eyes. You're not as strong as everybody thinks. You hide it well, but I know that you're wearing yourself out. You're exhausted. But you can't let her down. So you hide yourself and you keep your secrets, knowing that theLivingDeadLove13 <<username
Don't worry, come outSo i came out to my mom. Oh yeah, i really did. It happend last week. My mom went to Spain for a week. During that time I had a second date with a wonderful missie in another city. It was a secretly date, only my sis knew. After that I decided that next week (actually this week) I'm gonna tell.Fabulous-Shannen <<username
My mom came home and I was just chatting with that girl. I was so excited and happy! I wanted to tell! And than, after midnight, I changed my mind and I wanted to tell immidiatelly. I asked my sis what she thought about that. She wasn't in but she supported me.
I felt the adrenaling running through my veins.
"Mom? I'd like to talk with you"
"Oh.. what happend?"
"Come on and sit down...
"Oh my god... what have you done?"
"Nothing. Just listen." I sat and held her hand.
I looked into her eyes.
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I do!"
"And will you always love me?"
"Of course I will! What happend?"
"Well... you know, you have been asking why I don't have a boyfriend..."
I Love A GirlI see her when I wake<<i wrote this
I see her when I sleep
When she touches me
I sigh happily
Watch her body,
Do you see how she moves?
I want to feel her hair
Touch her, caress her...
I'm a girl.
I love one too.